New Years Goal (early edition)

i was reminded by a junior today of a man i used to know. he looks like him, he talks like him, and i thought that there was nobody like him... until i came to this school. its weird, you see, because i used to play with this man and his sister at my house, i used to paint with them and jump on the trampoline. but now i don't talk to either of them. because one is dead. Sebastian had committed suicide in the back yard about 4 years ago. nobody knows why. and this junior that reminds me of him looks like him, talks like him, and can even do that certain German accent that Sebastian used to have. i cant imagine why he would have done that. now, when i look at logan (the reminder) i see a smart kid that has his head on tight... but thats what i saw with sebastian also... so my point is, you dont really know when somebody is going to do something like that... so my goal for the new year is to help anybody i can to smile.